Well, I’m all about growing…it’s what I do myself, it’s what I advocate for others, I even built a business out of it. But HOLY CRAP. If I grow any more I’m gonna pop right through the ceiling of this crazy reality we call physical life on earth.
Anybody else been rocked to the core in the last coupla weeks? Last coupla months? Last coupla years? I mean, REALLY; I keep thinking it can’t get any more intense, but then it DOES, and I am left working with every tool in my PEMS (physical, emotional, mental spiritual) first-aid tool kit. Is it just me, or are we moving forward at warp speed, sluffing off everything that’s not firmly latched down as we go hurtling into the future?
The image above is of the recent Icelandic volcanic eruptions, complete with amazing lightning striking into the volcano. It’s not unusual or anything for that to happen due to the super-charged particles being emitted during eruptions…but I thought THAT’S a good picture of what it feels like is happening right now…Sure, a volcano is erupting, but just for good measure, we’re going to throw some kickin’ lightning bolts into the mix! Just to make sure they’re paying attention!
For me, it has been a time recently of illusions being shattered…no, that’s not strong enough a word…exploded from the inside, down to the root of where I hold them. Like dynamite bring thrown down a hole in a mountain, and the whole mountain goes KABLAM. Yeah, that’s more like it. No more mountain. Mountain go bye-bye.
I KNOW it’s for my greater good to be illusion free….I KNOW we are evolving as a human consciousness and I KNOW we can’t carry our baggage with us where we are going. But JEEEZZ.
Next, I wanna see Godzilla stomping through the picture. And the flying monkeys from the Wizard of Oz.
Yes, yes, yes. I’ve been very grumpy with the whole process these past couple of weeks – enough already! At least now with Twitter I know I’m not alone…
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This post was mentioned on Twitter by liciaberry: May I whine a little about how much we are being grown? http://liciaberry.com/blog/2010/04/20/holy-crap-if-i-may-say-so-myself/...
you have to tear down to build up
this image and your words echo exactly what I’ve been feeling for the last week or more. thank you, as always, for articulating my experience in ways that I can’t begin to…
I think this is the most succinct, lucid and forthright post I’ve ever seen! Thank you! (seriously) Ay carumba!
Since the Spring Equinox I have felt *exactly* the same way. I just let the pain wash over me in torrents, knowing I’m being cleansed in some great way. But yes. I’m ready for the summer. So much Spring Cleaning is sure to kill me.