You are a model of taking care of yourself to me…What you’ve done in the name of your best interest is nothing short of miraculous in my eyes. And your wise words about the universe knowing what we need and offering it when it is time is such a comfort. I believe you are right.

I see by some of the responses I have gotten to this post privately that I have painted my sweet Beloved in a less than flattering light by sharing my hurt that he interrupted me when I spoke of my need for space. He loves me utterly, and knows now that my feelings were needing safe expression. He is now doing all that he can to support my wish, and I do believe that it will happen when all the factors line up.

It does make me think about women and how much we multitask, and how so many of us make it look easy because it seems we were designed to do it…how shocking it can seem to others when we say “ENOUGH, I need to take care of MYSELF!” And how important it is to have a space in which we can do, say, feel what we want, where we are beholden to no one. Judging from the responses this post has received (albeit privately), my longing for “my own room” has struck a chord.

Thank you so much for your thoughts!

As you may remember I have been in a place of great saddness for quite awhile now. I left my husband in June and moved in with my daughter. The saddness deepened (with periods of light now and again)and I have done and continue to do everything that I have learned to do on my path to enlightenment. Still I struggle and I may always struggle to hold my place in joy. However, I had a call (or whatever one would call it) from the Universe, that I needed to find a place of my own. I was not unhappy living with my daughter and grand-daughter, we had sort of a maiden, mother, corne thing going on, but I am not quite ready to be the crone. So quite out of nowhere, an apartment became visable to me. It is the perfect set up for me and will allow me to do all of the things that are important to me without interfearing in anyone elses life. I am not suggesting that you leave your husband or family or anything like that, what I am suggesting is that the Universe knows your needs and will provide. I did not even realize that I needed my own space until this apartment became visable to me. I say visable because it has been on the market for several months and they have had many applications but something either went wrong or just wasn’t quite right with all of the other applicants. I only started thinking and looking for some space to call my own 1 week ago and here I am ready to move in 2 weeks.

The Universe knows you and loves you and will provide for all of your needs.

Have you read the Kybalion? If not, you may want to read it. If so, you may want to read it again. I am now participating in a study group and find it quite facinating.

Peace, love and light, Rosemary