the Balance
March 7th, 2010 | 
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So much work I have done to awaken the Sacred Feminine within me. So much attention have I given to embodying Her, to BEING Her in this world that has been so out of kilter for thousands of years. And that has all been right because it has brought me home to a large part of myself that is strong, deep, profound in its desire to heal and mother this world.
And in the last few months, another voice has been respectfully poking its head into my consciousness. It feels pointed, focused, exacting, harder than the quality of energy I experience with Great Mother or the Sacred Feminine. It is absent entirely unless I give it permission to enter my space, and then it comes in with a full force of presence, taking up room. To my great surprise, I am told it is the voice of Great Father.
Well, it is true that I have on obsession with balance. I know that my soul has a sense of humor because that is my maiden name. Balance is the closest thing to a religion I could say I have. Balance is the way of the universe, the way of nature, the way of the middle road. I respect and want to emulate balance very much, because I believe that is the natural way that things are, and I want to be as close to that as I possibly can.
Masculine/feminine balance is also part of that duality that we see played out in physical form. Notice I did not say men and women, but masculine and feminine, qualities of energy that play at opposite ends of a spectrum, holding the space for physicality to occur through the magnetic polarity of opposites. This is how all physical matter is able to be in existence.
So it would make some sense that my focus on the Sacred Feminine would be so successful…that I would feel Her, embody Her, teach others how to awaken that pathway within themselves…and that would lead me to Him, the Divine Masculine. From the strength of Her, I will come to know Him.
More to come about my resistance to the masculine, the work I am doing to remove the veneer of my internalized father from the face of the Great Father, and the success I have had recently in my new relationship with Him.
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Tags: abuse, balance, consciousness, energy dynamics, healing, health, humankind, inner guidance, journey, sacred feminine, spirituality, transformation
I have finally found the father again myself after many years of anger and resistance to most all things masculine.Now I pray to the mother and the father when I need help with inspiration or material goods.What a difference it has made in my life and boy are my prayers answered now. I would never have guessed that finding the great father again would bring so much success and happiness.For so long I only focused on Goddess and bringing her back into the empty space that filled my heart by growing up Christian. Now the balance has begun and it is a freeing beautiful feeling.We all need the father even the strongest and most independent of women. I hope you all can find the masculine again.
Billie, thanks so much for commenting. I can relate so much to what you are saying, even though I am very early in the stages of reconciling with Great Father (sounds like you have had some practice!)
I am surprised at how important it feels to have this Divine Masculine support…as if I didn’t know how much I needed a Father, but now that I am feeling His presence, it fills a gap I didn’t know I had.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience, it inspires me!
xoxo
licia
What a gift to inspire you!!!!! It is beyond my pleasure to give back inspiration to one who shares and inspires so many.Love Billie P.S. Everyday I feel his presence closer to me right along side the great mother inspiring balance in the universe.